Six Months


He has torn us, that he may heal us; he has struck us down, and he will bind us up…  Let us know; let us press on to know the Lord; his going out is sure as the dawn; he will come to us as the showers, as the spring rains that water the earth.  Hosea 6:1, 3 IMG_1175

Yes, and I will rejoice, for I know that through your prayers and the help of the Spirit of Jesus Christ this will turn out for my deliverance.  Philippians 1:19

IMG_1181 But this I call to mind, and therefore I have hope:  The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases; His mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning; great is Your faithfulness.  “The Lord is my portion,” says my soul, “therefore I will hope in him.”  The Lord is good to those who wait for him, to the should who seeks him…. For the Lord will not cast off forever, but though he cause grief, he will have compassion according to the abundance of his steadfast love.  Lamentations 3

(You can read about our loss here.)



Five Simple Pentecost Celebration Ideas


Tomorrow the Church traditionally celebrates Pentecost.  Here are few things we’ve been doing around my house to celebrate.

I hope these 5 ideas spark great discussions at your dinner table!

1.  Pentecost in the New Covenant as a reversal of the Tower of Babel




This first craft is very similar to my Pentecost post from  a couple of years ago.


Pentecost craft from 2013 post

 We first talked about the Tower of Babel from Genesis 11 , the sin of the people to stay together and build the tower, and the confusion of the language after the sin of the people.

“Now the whole earth had one language and the same words. And as the people migrated from the east, they found a plain the land of Shinar and settled there.”  Gen 11:1

What a contrast to the command God had given in Genesis 1 to “be fruitful and multiply and fill the earth and subdue it” and again in Genesis 9– “fill the earth.”

Then, we talked about Pentecost as a sort of reversal or overcoming of Babel…

confusion vs. understanding

falling in sin vs. deliverance

 dispersion vs. gathering, etc.

I recently heard a pastor say that “our leaders want ‘one nation for every religion’ but Christians want ‘one Church of every nation.’ ”  That’s Pentecost– a bringing together of all nations so that they can carry the Gospel and God’s glory to the ends of the earth!

For this craft, the kids colored a Tower of Babel coloring page red, yellow, and orange as we reviewed and discussed the story.  We cut it out and added a face that could represent God as the people tried to build the tower to reach the heavens.

Then, we turned our papers upside down, we had a REVERSAL OF THE TOWER OF BABEL– PENTECOST!  Tongues of fire!


2.  Pentecost Song

“The Pentecost Song,” set to the tune of “Frère Jacques”

Flames of Fire, Flames of Fire

Mighty Wind, Mighty Wind

The Holy Spirit’s coming, the Holy Spirit’s coming

With His power, with His power

3.  Pentecost Cake for the “Birthday” of the Church


Happy Birthday Christ’s Church! Pentecost Cake!

How about a Sunday treat?  Birthday cake!  We made Pentecost cake for the birth of the church for our fellowship meal tomorrow.     Sing “Happy Birthday” to the Church!

4.  Comparison of Feasts and Reading of Ruth

“When the day of Pentecost arrived, they were all together in one place.”  Acts 2:1

The feast of Passover was the first of 3 major feasts for the Israelites, followed by Shavuoth (Pentecost, Feast of Weeks, Feast of Harvest)  and Sukkoth (Feast of Tabernacles or Feast of Booths).  

Shavuoth is the Hebrew word for “weeks.”

Pentecost is a Greek word which means “fiftieth day.”

“You shall count seven full weeks from the day after the Sabbath, from the day that brought the sheaf of the wave offering.  You shall count fifty days to the day after the Sabbath.  Then you shall present a grain offering of new grain to the LORD.”  Leviticus 23:15+

As a farmer’s wife, I find it so interesting that the feasts revolved around the agriculture, the harvests…

Passover is identified with the barley harvest.  Pentecost is identified with the wheat harvest.  

Ruth is traditionally read during Pentecost because of the association with the wheat harvest.  We’ve been reading Ruth at my house this week and noticing the mention of the harvests as well as the inclusion of this Moabite into God’s people and God’s plan.  Hmmmm… sounds a lot like Pentecost!

More food for thought…. In what ways did Christ and His Spirit  fulfill the feast of Passover (Easter)?  Pentecost?  What is the significance of these Old Covenant feasts for us?

5.  The Prefix Penta / Pent

Pentecost means fiftieth day and is the seventh Sunday after Easter.  We talked briefly this week about how “penta” means five.  What words do we use with this prefix?  pentagon….pentathlon

I hope you have a wonderful Pentecost celebration with your family!  Grab a cake or some goodies, sing Happy Birthday to Christ’s Church, and have a great Pentecost discussion with your crew!

Visit a previous Pentecost post  with additional activities HERE.


Simple Ascension Day Snack

ascensionsnackHappy Ascension Day!  Today is forty days after Easter, so Christ’s Ascension is celebrated today.  What are we having for snacks?  Marshmallows!  It’s a stretch, but they are to remind us of the clouds!

Do you remember the little Easter hunt I created a few years ago?  The kids would find objects hidden around the house to tell the story of Christ’s last days on Earth.  The last object  kids were to find was a bag of marshmallows to represent the clouds Christ’s Ascension.   Well, we aren’t doing the entire hunt today, but we are the eating marshmallows!

I like to make memory triggers for my littles, and food usually works well!  😉

You can also get the objects for the Easter hunt and simply use them to tell the story.  Then, let your kids put the objects back in order!  CLICK HERE if you’d like to see the hunt! easter-hunt-20131-2

If you don’t have marshmallows for today, grab a bag before Sunday because this Sunday is Ascension Sunday!

I mixed different sizes just for fun!

I mixed different sizes just for fun!

At snack, my kids will have to count their bags of marshmallows!  When we combine all of the numbers, we’ll have a total of 40 marshmallows!  How can you incorporate 40 into your snack? Take 40 steps.  Say Ascension 40 times.  What are your ideas?

Last night at my house, Dad talked to us about the number 40.  Why was the Ascension 40 days after the Resurrection?  In the Bible, 40 is a number of preparation.  These ideas are a springboard for your own discussions with your kiddos…

Christ’s 40 days in the wilderness

Israelites’ 40 years of desert wandering

Moses’s 40-40-40 life pattern

40 days of rain on the ark

40 days Moses spent on the mountain

What else can you think of?

How are these times of preparation?

I hope you enjoy marshmallows and good discussions with your crew today!

I’ll post some Pentecost activities soon!  Until then, check out this post…



Here I Raise My Ebenezer

Here I raise my Ebenezer, hither by Thy help I’m come…

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After more than six months with no blog post, I think it’s time for a little update from i have no greater joy.  Although this is quite a long post, I have not included all of the details of my absence or of my story here, but I do want thank all of you who have held my hand.  I want to make known His deeds and sing praises to the Lord who has done gloriously.  He is  with me.

 And you will say in that day: “Give thanks to the LORD, call upon his name, make known his deeds among the peoples, proclaim that his name is exalted.  Sing praises to the LORD, for he has done gloriously; let this be made known in all the earth.  Shout, and sing for joy, O inhabitant of Zion, for great in your midst is the Holy One of Israel.   Isaiah  12:4-6


As you, my sweet readers know, our family was so excited to be expecting our fifth baby due in December of 2014!  I posted an update or two on the blog along the way in my pregnancy.  If you missed those, you can find them here.

baby post

For this child I prayed, and the LORD has granted me my petition that I made to him. 1 Samuel 1:27

updates blog

We sent out Christmas cards, announcing to our friends and family that Baby #5 would be arriving any day!

Oh sing to the LORD a new song, for he has done marvelous things!   Psalms 98:1

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I went into labor at 39 weeks,  just 2 days before my scheduled c-section.   Daddy and I grabbed the diaper bag, the hospital bag, and the car seat.  We kissed the big brothers and sisters goodbye and told them we were finally going to get hold their new baby brother!

Your wife will be like a fruitful vine within your house; your children will be like olive shoots around your table.  Psalms 128:3


It still hurts so badly to think of that day even now.  Recalling the details is so very painful. I will not include them all here, but when we arrived at the hospital, our sweet baby boy had no heartbeat.  The precious sound I had heard at my last appointment only a few days before was replaced with silence.  An ultrasound confirmed that he was still, lifeless, gone. My baby, that had been kicking and hiccuping and living and growing inside me for nine months, was gone- in the blink of an eye.  The doctor patted my leg, whispered “I’m sorry,” and there I lay.

O LORD, make me know my end and what is the measure of my days; let me know how fleeting I am!  Behold, you have made my days a few handbreadths, and my lifetime is as nothing before you. Surely all mankind stands as a mere breath! Selah  Psalm 39:4-5

Our baby was delivered by c section having complications with his cord.  The thing that gave him life is that which caused his death.  The only cries in the operating room that day were our own.  I can still picture Charles in the OR holding our son, who was wrapped in soft newborn blankets.  He was looking down on him in his arms, weeping oh so loudly.  Tears streaked our faces.  “He’s beautiful.  He’s so beautiful,” Charles said.  He brought him close to me, and we cried and kissed him and cried more as the doctors completed my surgery.

The LORD gave, and the LORD has taken away; blessed be the name of the LORD.  Job 1:21

For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, declares the LORD.  For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.   Isaiah 55:8-9


We were moved to a recovery room where family joined us.  As we held our beautiful, lifeless son that day, our George, our Baby Georgie as his brothers and sisters called him, we continued to weep and cry and pray.  We held him and loved him and felt so very broken and crushed.

O God, you are my God; earnestly I seek you; my soul thirsts for you; my flesh faints for you, as in a dry and weary land where there is no water.  Psalms 63:1

Hear my cry, O God, listen to my prayer;  from the end of the earth I call to you when my heart is faint. Lead me to the rock that is higher than I   Psalms 61:1-2

Our sweet little George was with his Faithful Savior Jesus Christ.

From my mother’s womb you have been my God.  Psalm 22:10

Even through that confusion, shock, deep pain, and grief, Charles and I felt peace.  We knew that God, the Author and Creator of every thing and every moment, was holding us and our son.  We knew and know that He has the whole world in His hands and numbers every hair on our heads.  We know He loves us and will work this and all things for our salvation and His glory.

This God- His way is perfect.  Psalms 18:30

Charles left the hospital to tell the other children that their baby brother would never be coming home with us.  The children still recall how very excited they were to see Daddy coming home that day.  They had been anxiously awaiting the news of their little brother’s birth.  They were met with tears and sorrow instead of joy.

My face is red with weeping, and on my eyelids is deep darkness.  Job 16:16

I shall go to him, but he will not return to me.  2 Samuel 12:23

Family and very dear friends surrounded us that night and cried with us and loved us and prayed over us.  It was not the hospital visit I had imagined and anticipated so many times the previous nine months.  Oh, how I missed my baby.  I wanted to feel him wrap his tiny hand around my finger.  I wanted to stroke his hair.  I wanted to smell him and kiss him and cuddle him and be his mommy.  I’ve never been in a hospital room that felt so big or lonely.  Charles and I woke each other many times that night with our weeping.

I am weary with my moaning; every night I flood my bed with tears; I drench my couch with my weeping.  Psalm 6:6

Surely he has borne out griefs and carried our sorrows. Isaiah 53:?

But we do not grieve as those without hope.  What comfort we had knowing this was not the end, this was not the final chapter in the story.

But we do not want you to be uninformed, brothers, about those who are asleep, that you may not grieve as others do who have no hope. 1 Thessalonians 4:13

“Death is swallowed up in victory.” “O death, where is your victory? O death, where is your sting?”  1 Corinthians 15:54-55

God raised him up, loosing the pangs of death, because it was not possible for him to be held by it. Acts 2:24

For as by a man came death, by a man has come also the resurrection of the dead.  For as in Adam all die, so also in Christ shall all be made alive.  1 Corinthians 15:21-22

Those days that followed were opportunity for us to live out our faith.

Though he slay me, yet will I trust Him.  Job 13:15


Georgie’s funeral was just a few days before Christmas.  A dear friend and pastor presided over the service, and we read Psalm 116 together.   I love the LORD, because He has heard my pleas for mercy… Gracious is the Lord, and righteous; our God is merciful… What shall I render to the Lord for all his benefits to me?  I will lift up the cup of salvation and call on the name of the Lord…  Precious in the sight of the Lord is the death of His saints.  My sweet friends and their children surrounded us and prayed with us.  As the crowd walked away, Charles and I held our other children tightly, gathered around our Georgie, and  the six of us sang Psalm 34 together…

 In EVERY time, I’ll always bless the Lord.  His praise will EVER be within my mouth.  We will praise Him in every time.  The Lord is near to every broken heart, and those who crushed in spirit are he saves.  Psalm 34

And He has.  He has been near to us.  He has comforted us.  He has sustained us.  And He has used you in our lives…

Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our affliction, … For as we share abundantly in Christ’s sufferings, so through Christ we share abundantly in comfort too.  2 Corinthians 1:3-5


I was greeted at the mailbox everyday with cards of sympathy.   Gifts were given to Christian charities and churches in memory of George.  Friends sent us flowers and brought us meals.  I opened packages from people all over the country who were thinking of us.  Thank you, thank you dear friends.  I knew you were weeping with us and praying for us, and that was a great comfort to me.

Rejoice with those who rejoice; weep with those who weep.  Romans 12:15

Thank you to the special mothers who wrote letters to me and called me, those mothers who have been in this place.  Your stories and comfort have been a true encouragement.  My phone still lights up daily with texts from friends who want me to know that they are thinking of me.  My blog friends whom I’ve never even met, surrounded me with prayer and love.  Friends from right here in Arkansas as well as Texas, Colorado, Tennessee, Virginia, Missouri, California, South Dakota, Idaho, and friends as far as Hawaii have prayed for us and encouraged us.  Women have woken in the night to pray for me.  The Lord has so graciously and mercifully used each of you to carry and comfort me.  I love you all.


… because George is not in your arms, but always in your heart.


the burning bush and the fire that does not consume

When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and throughout the rivers, they shall not overwhelm you; when you walk through the fire, you shall not be burned; and the flame shall not consume you.  Isaiah 43:2

I have indeed been comforted and carried.  My Good Shepherd has led me and sustained me through this valley…

Hither by Thy help I’m come…

Some days, all I wanted to do was stay in bed and cry, but He helped me get up.  Pain from my surgery seemed so great and milk came in with no baby to nurse, but He gave me strength to keep going.   My heart was so heavy and my smile was gone, but He gave “distractions” to help me.


On especially hard days, I saw little messages of hope.


My empty nursery would bring me to tears, but He would send a laughing child running my way.  Pregnant friends all around me had perfectly healthy babies and others announced new pregnancies.  All I wanted to do was run and cry.

Oh, that I had wings like a dove!  I would fly away and be at rest; yes, I would wander far away!  Psalm 55:6

 Inside I wanted to run and cry, but He helped me rejoice with those mommies.  I dreaded seeing those babies, but those were the moments I felt His love most.  When days seemed dark, He faithfully showed me His goodness and light.


When I feared everyone might forget what happened or forget our boy, I saw my sweet daughter playing with her own Georgie and his blue stroller.


He gave me a church family to bear my burdens with me, and He gave me a special friend to be my Aaron and hold up my hands when I grow weary.

It’s been almost five months now.


During this process, Charles and I were blessed to meet some new friends.  The Lord saw fit for our path to cross with a family who has not only encouraged us but also cried with us.  They taught me about an Ebenezer

Then Samuel took a stone and set it up between Mizpah and Shen and called its name Ebenezer; for he said, “Till now the LORD has helped us.”  1 Samuel 7:12

Ebenezer (Eben-haezer) ( אֶבֶן  הָעֶזֶר )  comes from the Hebrew ‘eben  ( אֶבֶן )  meaning stone and  ha-`ezer   ( הָעֶזֶר ) meaning the help.  Stone of THE help.   The Ebenezer was a stone,  a monument, a memorial  commemorating the help of the Lord.

They read Psalm 40 to me…

I waited patiently for the LORD; he inclined to me and heard my cry.
He drew me up from the pit of destruction, out of the miry bog, and set my feet upon a rock, making my steps secure.
He put a new song in my mouth, a song of praise to our God. Many will see and fear, and put their trust in the LORD. 
Psalm 40:1-3

The Lord is slowly but surely drawing me up from the pit and putting a new song in my mouth.  I pray that this blog post will be my own little Ebenezer, my own stone of the help, my own memorial, my own way of making His goodness and mercy and faithfulness known.


 I’ve always said that holding my babies gave me a whole new perspective of Christianity.  The love I have felt for each of those precious little ones has helped me to understand so much more deeply just what it was that the Father gave me when He gave His Son.  It would be one thing for the Father to come to earth and take on flesh and die for us.  It is an entirely different, much more difficult thing to give a Son.   I think new parents can understand this in a way they have never been able to before because we love our children so deeply, much more than we love ourselves.  Giving our children would be the greater sacrifice.  I know my Father loves me and also knows my  grief as He has helped me through the loss of my own.

As we celebrated Easter and the Resurrection of dear Lord Jesus Christ, I was reminded of His own loud cries on the cross…

“My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?”

He forsook His own perfect, dear Son that hour so that He would never leave me nor forsake me.

For He has said, “I will never leave you nor forsake you.”  Hebrews 13:5, Joshua 1:5

He has been with me every moment.

Here I raise my Ebenezer, hither by Thy help I’m come!

I have said that I have no greater joy than to hear that my children walk in the truth.  I now have a child walking WITH the Truth.  That is great joy.

Weeping may tarry for the night, but joy comes with the morning.


You have turned for me my mourning into dancing; you have loosed my sackcloth and clothed me with gladness, that my glory may sing your praise and not be silent.  

O LORD my God, I will give thanks to you forever.

Psalm 30

Holy Sonnets: Death, be not proud


Death, be not proud, though some have called thee
Mighty and dreadful, for thou art not so;
For those whom thou think’st thou dost overthrow
Die not, poor Death, nor yet canst thou kill me.
From rest and sleep, which but thy pictures be,
Much pleasure; then from thee much more must flow,
And soonest our best men with thee do go,
Rest of their bones, and soul’s delivery.
Thou art slave to fate, chance, kings, and desperate men,
And dost with poison, war, and sickness dwell,
And poppy or charms can make us sleep as well
And better than thy stroke; why swell’st thou then?
One short sleep past, we wake eternally
And death shall be no more; Death, thou shalt die.

New “Busy Mamas” Bible Study from Doorposts! YAY!

Hi there, busy mamas!  I hope you are having a super week.


I am soooo excited about Saturday!  I love Saturdays anyway, but this Saturday is November 1st…   and  that means it’s the first day of the new Doorposts “Busy Mama” Bible study!   YIPPEEE!!


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If you don’t already subscribe to the Doorposts blog, head over now and sign up!  You can participate this study, too and get each morning’s lesson delivered to your inbox!

If you’ve been reading my posts, you know how much I enjoyed the Proverbs 31 Doorposts Bible study!  I’ve been singing its praises for a few months!  (It even influenced me to teach my kiddos the Greek and Hebrew alphabets!)

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notes to myself in the kitchen from the Proverbs 31 study

And did you know I had planned to memorize Psalm 103 with my kids beginning in November?  Perfect!  My bigs are finishing up the Beatitudes and my littles Psalm 23.  We were gearing up for Psalm 103 and Psalm 100!   Maybe your kiddos can memorize with us!  (The last “busy mama” study included activities to share with your children each day! )


my rough plans from back in August…. with recitation scratched at the top… PSALM 103!

So join me in studying Psalm 103 beginning Saturday!

Coming Soon….

I’m planning to finish up a quick post highlighting the curriculum we are using this year!  It’s been half-way complete for 2 months now!  Thanks, Heather, for the reminder!  😉

coming soon

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